I'm Katie. I love my life. I love my horses. They mean more to me than anything else. I don't understand the world. I hate society. I hate a lot of things, but most of all, i hate myself. I have zero self confidence and it's killing me. Don't try and help, I wont talk to anyone about it. I try to hide behind it by being funny. I'm never serious, I'm always goofing around. I don't like to talk about my problems to anyone. I spend a lot of time at home, mostly because I hate people and social situations. I don't cry, I take my frustration out in other ways. I have became very distant from everyone. And for some reason, I'm okay with that. I feel like I have nothing in common with anyone around me, including my family. Growing up scares me more than anything. I definitely spent way too much time wanting to grow up when I was younger. Now it's biting me in the ass. I don't live in the past, I don't live in the future, and I don't live in the present. I'm not sure how to handle the mess I'm in. I've been in it for a while, but it has just gotten worse this past year. I don't know what else to say. If you have any questions, don't ask. I wont answer.

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